When I first met him, there was something about him that made him stand out to me, so I gave him my number (which I had never done). We were both in the Military at the time, and in different units. I was set to go overseas shortly after we met, and his unit was going to a different country overseas a few months after mine. We formed an imprint that ended up being a gift and a curse. After I left and arrived in South Korea (May 2008), I could feel his presence around me at times, in human as well as wolf form. There were several times where I could feel his emotions as well as physical pain. We separated in October 2008 and I wanted nothing to do with him. There were days where he would randomly invade the space in my head and refuse to leave, and he began appearing to me in my dreams. When that would happen, within 72 hours he would contact me. After several months, we began talking again, although there were times we would go days, weeks and months without talking, then pick up like nothing had changed. Over time, I came to realize that when he would randomly appear in my thoughts/dreams, it was because something was going on in his life that threw things out of balance. For example, this past June I was visiting his family and had a dream about him. Within hours, I found out that he was due to be married in a few days. Even more recently, members of his family could be talking to each other about him or mentioning me or a song will play on the radio that reminds them of me so they dub it ‘my song’ and it could be playing and all of a sudden I send them a text or call from out of the blue.
I believe that being around him those few short months had awakened me as a Psychic Vampire and Wolf hybrid. When I could feel that he was angry, and especially on one occassion where he was very angry, I would begin to growl from out of nowhere. I also feel myself strangely drawn to tortured souls (and of course, he fit that category as well), and believe they are the ones that I am more apt to “feed” from. I feel the urge to lessen or remove their pain if at all possible. I also have the ability to read others quite well (especially my ex) and am able to generally pick up on their emotion as well as if they are hiding something, and how they try to hide it. It is interesting to be able to see behind their mask, yet stand back and observe how well the person is able to hide behind the mask with others.

I am interested in learning more about both Psychic and Sanguinarian Vampires, as well as hybrids. Also any thoughts on what I have said would be appreciated as well. Thank you.

Also, I’ve been having a taste for blood lately. Like, whenever I cut myself by accident(I never cut on purpose), I want to taste it. I love the smell and taste of blood. I don’t think I’m a sang vampire, especially if sang vampires ARE genetic. My grandma is against anything paranormal, my mom…I think she believes in ghosts but I’m not sure, and so on. I don’t know my dad’s side but I’m sure they aren’t sangs.

I want to ask…do you guys think I am? or am I just crazy? If I am, am I a psi or hybrid? (I know I’m one of the two if either of them.) I’m also into witchcraft, spells, ect. I do basic (VERY basic, as in, the most you need is to draw something on paper or hold something and say a chant or something similar). I also seem to be pretty good and telling what others are feeling. I’m good at KNOWING people for who they are and trying to help them, at seeing through the blocks they put on everyone else. Is any of THIS even important?

I guess mainly I just want to know if I’m psycho, or a psi vamp or something to that extent?